Friday 25 February 2011

Spainnn

Sooooo here I am! Sorry I haven't been keeping up very well on here. Spain is loverly. It has suddenl;y warmed up to a ridiculous extend. I am boiling over. we have been having a pretty intense outreach, especially spiritually. Yesterday we spent the day praying and worshipping etc. in Alburquerque, about an hour and 15 minutes from Caceres, where we are staying. We found out after getting there that every year the have a Rennaissance fair, at which they make sacrifices to Satan... The last one was just last August. Wow. Heavy. Me and a few others on the team really felt the spirits of the area intensly. I was grumpy and frustrated with everything, even though the topwn was sooo beautiful, even though my team is great and I am blessed beyond my imagination. Seriously, I am in Spain, in the beautiful sun, with people that I adore, hanging out in castle ruins that overlook several miles of the gorgeous Spanish countryside. What right do I have to be grumpy or frustrated? So on the way home in the evening I prayed for a team mate and I, that the spirits of Alburquerque would leave us, and stay behind because they have no rights to us. We are protected by the creator of the earth, and the devil and his spirits have no hold whatsoever on us. It was a quick prayer, but suddenly the crushing headache that I had had all afternoon was just gone, and my friend who had previously been really upset and frustrated suddenly felt happy. I LOVE JESUS. Seriously, being a Christian is the best. It is soooo wonderful. My God is soo faithful to all of his children. If only we could recognize this more often... I wish that I was better at seeing Him in my every day life. I am definitely going to be working on that. *sigh* God is soo good. Seriously, if anyone wants to ask me about my beliefs or whatever, I would love to chat. Time to go I am afraid. Later :-)

Abibi

Thursday 10 February 2011

In Spain!

I am in Spain! Yeah! It's beautiful, and warm. Well, right now it is. Yesterday morning was FREEZING. I almost died. I am at the cafe right now :-) I like very much. What I don't like, is my mind right now. It won't stop working, and it's really annoying. I am seriously confused about some stuff at the moment, and I just can't stop thinking about them! I need to make some decisions about stuff and I just can't do it. My mind isn't working the right way, it's working, just not well. RAH! I don't know what to do with myself. I wish I just understood everything perfectly. That would be wonderful. I would like that a lot. So yeah, much confusion happening and stuff. Oh life. I love it and can't stand it at the same time. But God will help me :-) He's cool like that. Yeah. Time to go. See ya! Have a good life without me! Or with me, depending on where you live. Yeah. -Abbey